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ADVICE FOR ENTREPRENEURS
Indeed you might ask, how can an entrepreneur need advice from a fellow entrepreneur?

Well I will answer; because not all of the ones out have life and or business experience.

That being said I would like to share a few thoughts that may help others that currently freelance, own a small or large business, or are in plans to do so.

First bit of advice is regarding FOUNDATION!

In order to build yourself in your field you need to have a strong foundation, much like a house. if you’re weak you will need to be strong.

Your team reflects highly of who you are. You must also have a strong team.

Together you will excel and be able to meet your business goals and satisfy the goals in your business relationships.

Second; you need to have GOALS in order to meet them right?

Think about what drives you?, what motivates you? Then think about how you can achieve everything necessary to meet the goals you set. GOOD now that you’ve done so LISTEN UP.

INVEST IN YOURSELF, AND YOUR GOALS

If you want to be a professional be a damn good one. Research your profession or craft, invest in the thing that you need.

Things I advise are but not limited to; formal training in your craft or line of business, tools required such as software programs to utilize or equipment and or instruments if your profession requires them.

For example:

If you’re an actor take classes, obtain experience on set and off set (volunteer, network, and expand your knowledge while doing so) to then pursue paid work. Purchase different wardrobe options so that you may submit for different castings (nurse, doctor, cop, fireman, lawyer, etc) It will land you more options.

Obtain as much EXPERIENCE as you can, you will then be in high demand. In ANY form of business, this is important.

That being said, expanding on that need for experience in all businesses you can establish and maintain internships or apprenticeships where eventually you can then get a job referral based on the “show and prove” method. Show your WORK ETHIC prove you’re worthy.

Once you’ve established your existence in your business community begin to think about your next steps.

How can I create a steady income?

How can I obtain the tools I need for my goals moving forward?

Who can I offer my business to and how do I do so?

ETC.

EXTRA STEPS ONCE THE BALL IS ROLLING FOR YOU:

Protect yourself.

Protect your content.

What do I mean by “protect yourself and your content” ?

Obtain all individuals needed that will protect you and your business.

Lawyers specific to your business.

Legal ownership and rights to your content, so that all are protected.

and more.

TO BE CONTINUED.

-This is a small portion of my advice to anyone who is an entrepreneur. For more details, to ask me questions, or to seek referrals for anything i mentioned, please feel free to write me a message I will reply.

Thanks for reading!

JDM aka MividaJDM

Jackiedamodel@gmail.com

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Apparently it isn’t just me, many women go thru the trials and tribulations with politics in music industry. As a model for hire it upsets me when I open my agenda to work only to waste my precious time. I have a day job, one that takes care of my responsibilities might I add. However like many others I have talents that I pursue outside of that day job. I would like to talk about the industry and it’s tricks and turns from behind the scenes. Ladies you should always have a manager or someone to go with you to these types of work for the simple fact they would be helpful as a shield between yourself and the person with alterior motives..also a good witness.

Recently I was hired to be the featured model in a music video, the main girl. It was a great opportunity. FYI at first he hired me as one of a few models then we had our meeting and spoke suddenly he notifies me that we will doing a different song and i will be the only girl in video as his “love”. (RED FLAG). I accepted and not only did I encourage the artist with his book and album, but i thanked him for the chance to be in his video as it would alledgedly be big in the carribean as well as here. What i failed to realize is, he was a two faced man going thru a mid life crisis. He started off very cool and was friends with a mutual friend so I had put my doubts aside in terms of his personality. I am the type of person that gets to know everyone I work with on a professional and friendship level if need be. We had healthy conversation before work began so I could understand his perception in music and writing and he could see my focus in my talents. He inquired way too much about my personal life. He then tried to tell me on several occasions he was interested in me, and each time he responded with a brat attitude when i declined advances. The nicest comment i said was “well your not ugly” which i now take back..i was just being nice.

On the First occasion where we met and had a business lunch that’s when he got personal. On the second occasion where he met me to pay me in advance for video the balance of agreed fees, he accompanied me as I shopped. He made the choice to pay for two purchases as a “friend”. I had money in my hand and he paid as if trying to show off, what I should have mentioned was .. that’s compensation for my time and all the times you changed the date plus asking me to appear for 30 minutes then saying actually he needs 48 hours of my time (2 days) to shoot. I did not bitch nor did i act with any enthusiasm at first I shot the dirty look at him like “what the hell are you doing”..He said some thing along the lines of “oh should i have done that” I said thank you and left it at that.

We went to the movies because at that point we had already determined we were just cool and he knew to stop tryina kick it..i specifically said this is not a date..and the era of him acting inappropriate had passed-soon i found out that was only temporary. Somewhere in the middle of movie he decides to try and hold my hand..i didn’t like that and i shot the sideeye at him.. he says “Im affectionate”..and i replied “WELL IM NOT”..honestly i dont care what anyone is you could be a drag queen or a zebra but do it on your own time. He gave me the most disgusting attitude ever up until we left at end of movie which at that point i was literally sick to my stomach…i recently had surgery which I was taking pain medication for and I was in pain..going down the escalator he finally saw the pain I was in and the cold expression turned to concern and worry..that lasted all but 5 minutes..when we were outside i asked him “whats your problem, are you mad because i wouldnt hold your hand..you already know i dont want anything with you” and he replied “i am not used to putting myself out there and being turned down” he hailed me a cab while we were outside and walked off w/o saying good bye after he paid the driver..I was in no mood for this drama queen shit so i left it alone until the following day.

Closer to the day of video I had had enough (the day after this spat), I spoke with him and laid it on the table..he then told me he respected me for telling him how i felt. He apologized and stated “It’s just that 99% of females never turn me down” and “It shows good character that you discussed this with me, your right and I won’t do it again”. That was the red flag to keep an eye out he apologized yet felt the need to mention that he never gets turned down. I made it cristal clear that I am not into him in any way for the millionth time, and I would never lead anyone on…and i even mentioned the jacket and said I am on verge of giving you the money back for that..he declined! DONT SAY I DIDNT MENTION IT.

The following day when i interviewed him on radio show prior to the video shoot (which kept getting postponed) he acted completely normal and didn’t act up not once. There were people there and that is why, now that i notice he only gets annoying when he thinks no one is watching. He wants to appear to be the center of attention or importance at all times and if someone else is ..it just kills him. After the interview we said “see you at the shoot”.

The days were growing closer..I receive an email about the agenda including time/date/location. I then reach out and ask so what time shall i be ready for the driver to pick me up?.. He gives me some excuse about how he doesn’t have a driver because the driver(s) will be busy bringing equipment etc back and forth..so i can meet him later in the afternoon at a more convenient location in manhattan as opposed to the far bronx, and that i should get there on my own. Mind you he doesnt offer to get me or arrange someone to get me yet when we met he allegedly said he has 3 drivers, his own stylists, an assistant .. yadda yadda. Now i have to change my whole agenda, and make sure that on top of that I get my own hair+makeup people before I get there because I had the feeling he did not have a professional set..I got that feeling when I said be sure to have fresh fruit and cold water on the set and he thought I ws joking.

This was not my first video, nor was i the one that asked to be in it to benefit for myself. He asked ME, and i accepted a “gig”. Somehow he got it twisted. I offered to hire or have a behind the scenes photographer as I like one wherever i work. He says “No I will have my assistant take pictures, and I don’t want anyone on the set”. Again…he has now cancelled my driver, asked me to get there myself, has no staff, and on top of that refuses to allow me to come with someone because he’s an attention whore… back to the story.. I get a friend to take me, and also accompany me to my makeup artists location before shoot..we were about 10-14 blocks away…when i headed over we were caught in traffic..his annoying assistant calls my phone (when I never spoke with her before) and is yelling in my ear “Where are you” assuming im purposely not there yet…what an idiot. I clearly state..first of all who is this?.. oh your his assistant?..well how would I know if you have never called me!?.. He has no makeup or hair people there and I am finishing up I am on the way, relax! I asked why he wasnt shooting his own scenes yet as he waited and she was like “Oh I dont know” HOW DONT YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR BOSS IS DOING YOU ARE HIS ASSISTANT what a re-re…maybe because he had just hired this Fiona look alike like the week before?!..

Anyway..the weather was musky out…im doin a mad dash to get there and when i get upstairs its some suite in building with a few low budget studios, no type of professional set whatsoever and all I thought was .. He is on the come up..we all have to start somewhere, and we are all paid to be here otherwise this would not be an option on a saturday afternoon. Im in my mode looking thru my stuff, i change and he is just amazed and tells me i look great, so did the director.

I do my scenes, he does his, we have dual scene, i think were almost done..and somewhere in between he does exactly what i expected…makes it unprofessional again.. “Jackie I figured you out, you probably have a man and that’s why you don’t wanna date me…I know you dont want anyone in industry acting different because you have a man right” or your still hung up on “gang dude” <–he was referring to an ex boyfriend that was affiliated with a street life. Instead of blurting out how i felt on the set and embarrassing him by screaming "WHY CANT YOU ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I SAID NO AND I JUST DONT LIKE YOU" I said.. "No that is not the case, and why are you still trying to figure me out, what does it matter to you".. of course he has that little attitude again.. I also brought up the fact that there will be no kissing scene because we discussed it days before and I said NO, not only was there no makeup artists to fix my lipstick..but I just didn't want his creepy tongue in my mouth. Starting with me on the set was a big NO NO Mind you were leaving soon to shoot rest of video and umm where to ..MY RADIO STATION LOCATION..that he asked to use at the last minute..but wait theres more.. "Hey how are we getting there" I ask.. now that my ride left because you wanted a closed set.. He says "My Driver is coming".. we waited like an hour in the heat outside…so now im pissed..when i really got mad was when the driver gets there and me, him, camera man, director have to sit in back, and his porkchop assistant sits in the front! really!? So instead of having the biggest person sit in front or catering to artist or talent or CALLING ANOTHER CAR we are squished, in the heat, in a cab, with that dumb glass divider so its even less space. We go to get the motorcycle that was going to be used and are stuck in horrific traffic.. the whole ride hes being annoying and im not even next to him..I purposely sat by the window NOT ON ANYONES LAP and took up as much space as my ass needed. Eff that! Two can play this.. So at one point he says he wants to choke me because everyones uncomfortable of course i replied dont test me! He went on to talk athe time he hit some girl and I just laughed at him while everyone could feel the tension in the car..back to people being comfy i told him "well you shouldve thought of that before" cmon EL CHEAPO get a truck!..We get to the Bike location and i get out of car to stretch and he says "Close your jacket, I don't wanna have to beat someone up" I spazzed and let it be known I fight my own battles plus the only people outside that couldve oggled my cleavage was an old lady crossing the street and some guy eating pizza! Still i decided i didn't wanna hear it so i got back in car after he bitched …that was a straight you think your my jealous boyfriend move. I can see why he is single. Anyway.. the bike owner was getting ready to go and mister artist implies that I should go on the bike as if I am some kind of groupie with the camera man whom i met that day all because earlier he saw us having a conversation and he flipped into auto anger and said "Oh you like him or something" I said NO..we were talking about someone we know based on a tattoo he had of some crew ..sheesshhhh! . The whole way to last shoot he was straight sarcastic and annoying.

We get there and I see all my colleagues from station I say my hello's and he see's with his own eyes that I am well known and respected..no one asked or cared who he was. I know this pissed him off. He whines about people watching us in action thru the window and somehow forgets that i clearly was insulted a few hours earlier by his advances. On the set at station he says you know your beautiful right, and is being nice then he sees someone watching thru window and is like "you know all those guys" Im like what the hell do you think. I WORK HERE what a genious!!!

I would like to say that the entire 8+ hours of work put in the director was constantly admiring or saying shots were great.. and we were all pretty happy.. anyway.. at the end.. he says bye and the crew leaves (we still didn't do bike scene..which the director and camera man briefly mention i should be in) I ask him so were done?.. he says yea that hes shooting bike scene alone.. storms out has attitude.. briefly after that day we text of nothing more or less than hello and exchanged pictures from the shoot or shall i say one picture each .. he had yet to give me the rest and or the footage..he said video will be out in 3 weeks etc..I would reach out from time to time over those weeks and ask hows it coming along and both artist and camera man said "beautiful"..

I come to learn that he erased me from facebook april 5th .. i noticed because of a post i was responding to.. so i call him out on it I called his phone.. no answer, i text no answer.. he emails me some bullshit!!! and i tried to respond with as little rage as possible.. because at this point i already saw the pattern.. basically the book he wrote was clearly him talking about everyone because he is not as successful as he would like to be and is blaming everyone but himself..sometimes you have to admit when you are wrong and take responsibility for your actions.. I am an office manager by day, always have to take the heat for everyone's mistakes, I correct them and at the end of the day I know if something is repetitive maybe it's how i run my office?.. i analyze myself as well as the situation to be sure and that is how your supposed to work to succeed.. correct all from all angles and then move forward.!

well i will be posting the correspondence shortly before i do so this is what i have learned from this experience:

Never think someone is actually being your friend or nice to you in conversation especially upon first meeting them within the first 60 minutes without fully understanding their motive, what im saying is dont let your guards down. If they have an alterior motive it will come about eventually. No one is that nice to want to spend time getting to know you and always paying for shyt when you offer to pay yourself unless they are trying to smash..no matter what they tell you. And no one gets the point when you say NO if their name is TROLL formerly known as ____ ..they need a big octagon stop sign plastered on their forehead!. If they need to pay you to be in a video, lie about their accomplishments or staff members to try to impress you and or throw a tantrum and keep on trying to hit on you to no avail..they just had the most expensive non-date ever and they need to join match.com and find a loser who is desperate because no real woman in their right mind will fall for people trying to buy them into anything or sweet talk. And the next time i research the artist i will click on the other 2 pages to read about things on google .. that's how I missed the video blogs and the statement's I read after this fiasco!

This man paid me to be in video and paid for two of my purchases while shopping-mind you the stuff was for the video..and that was on his own. I did not expect nor ask him. I even shot him the side-eye dirty look because i had previously stated that i don’t accept gifts from men, esp when they have interest in me because they will expect stuff in return.. I AM NOT THE ONE. His excuse is he buys things for everyone its how he is.. and then changes his story..In fact when i was picking up the jacket that he ended up paying for he was about to buy one for his assistant also..so i guess hes tryina do everyone!

I haven’t posted his name in entire blog because I don’t even need to. Only a guilty conscience will recognize who he is or reply with negativity.. So many more things said and done but this was he biggest piece of the pathetic mid life crisis troll puzzle.. ha.. as i write this he just text me “do you want to talk to me now” .. the answer is NO…I have nothing to say to people who mis judge and try to analyze a situation because they honestly don’t believe they are being rejected.

He had the nerve to say he wrote about about people who used him in his book and then he placed me in that category.. if anything he used me because no one is going to watch a video with a singing midget if you ask me!…If i was in it as the eye candy so be it .. but let’s be honest …he ain’t shit. He needs to take the advice of his last name and stop!

I received a lot of feedback about this post and my news to everyone of video cancellation..mainly because men and women that know me know that i dont play and i speak up on whatever i feel. A lot of people were waiting to see the footage because they support whatever I do..not for HIM..he hated that. So he must in his own troll mind believe that I was using him for exposure, well if me being hired as the female model is going to over shadow him he should have hired a fat chick!..Everyone was dismayed over this news…I would just like to say… do not bother with that man if you know him..he had the nerve to try and comment this blog from another email address..forgetting I can retrieve the IP address ..very nice try…but maybe you should just get your emotional story straight before attempting a rebuttal. I clearly stated from beginning to end i was never interested nor did i give him idea that i would be..he comes out of pocket for anyone near him in fact he stated “around me you never have to reach in your pocket” and i said ..i dont allow anyone try to buy my affection..if you go ahead and pay for something you made that choice on your own do not expect anything in return.. i mean seriously what is his definition of friends?.. he is like a bipolar troll that thinks he is still in a boyband era im sorry NEW TROLL ON THE BLOCK your ship has sailed.. and all your insecurity does not amuse me

please dont blame me for your cheesy book you lost 400,000 of someone elses money …the indian dude sponsoring your renegades should be the mad one…and by the way your website has a typo..but not half as many as the ones in your book! Maybe next time you want a womans company you should hire an escort to be in your video and pay her to be the model and your girl for the day…as far i know i accepted the gig for video feature not your girlfriend you freakin emotional dude..go get a box of tampons!

PICTURES OF EMAIL CORRESPONDENCE WILL BE BACK UP SHORTLY!!…

EMAIL CORRESPONDENCE BETWEEN THE TROLL FORMERLY KNOWN AS _____ AND I SEE BELOW:

HIM:

"hello,

Unfortunately after looking after what we had shot it was the directors strong opinion as well as my own to reshoot all of your parts due mostly to lack of chemistry on film. There was a reason that we were asking you to be more passionate on film and show more affection towards me for the sake of the song and your lack of it was clearly displayed. now we are forced to hire someone else and reshoot all those scenes and that means more money must be spent. This decision is business and nothing more.
Whenever i work on a project the absolute best must be displayed and nothing more will be accepted esspecially when compensation was reached. I do appreciate your time and wish you the best on your future endevors.-”

ME:

"Wow seriously
Interesting
And so u even erase me from facebook like I did something to u
That's very unprofessional

And its all good

It is what it is

Out of respect I would like to have any of the pictures u took of me …as u did so with ur camera

And I would like to see the footage if u do not mind

Ur opinion is your opinion, if you ask me you couldve atleast said that instead of saying “its coming out in 3 weeks” oh its coming along great… Why lie?
I have so many responses for so many reasons to your email, and the nerve of you to not pick up the phone and give me the respect to let me know.

It is very coincidental how difficult it was to be comfortable after the stunt you pulled with assuming I'm like any other female. I'm sorry it didn't work for you, good luck with your endeavors. I'm just shocked that you decided to completely erase me from your radar like I did something to you intentionally, very unprofessional. "

HIM:

“all footage has is property of SONRISA DISCOS so unfortunately has been destroyed. I deleted you from my facebook because
i felt and i still feel that you are a user and i dont need to affiliate myself with people like that…..i wrote a book about it.
no big deal jackie ok. take care and good luck.”

ME:

"Wow your sadly mistaken

And If I wrote a book about how u treated me it would display the way the world is

Wow u paid for a jacket and some costume jewelry to be used toward the shoot that we didn't even get to do fully

Because u held my hand and I declined u turned into a mean and cold man…write whatever you want I really don't care..that just shows me the person you really are…that's so sad.

And to think I spoke so highly of u.

Amazing when men with alterior motives and fears of rejection judge others without even a conversation. Don’t you dare mis judge me or cause defamation of character for your own amusement or to attempt to amuse yourself. YOU DONT KNOW ME and you never will…because you jumped to conclusions..so be it.

I was hired to work, and so I did…just because I wasn’t gonna work on ur heart or sex drive doesn’t make me a bad person! You don’t know what it is to be in my shoes.

This is truely disappointing …

I hope u grow up"

___________________________

*THE SCREEN SHOTS OF THE EMAILS WERE REMOVED BECAUSE I'D RATHER NOT MENTION HIS NAME AND GIVE HIM ANY PUBLICITY AT ALL.. HE DOESN'T DESERVE MY FAN BASE.*

But as you have read his first email 15 minutes after ignoring my calls/texts and was his poor attempt at breaking his decision of hatred to me in a nice way..then as i reply he writes back and gets snippy..all the while he cant spell to save his life.. at this point his second book will be a coaster, thank god he gave me a copy of the first one for FREE..as a matter of fact maybe he lost the 400,000 via book project because he had to give all the books away since no one would buy them willingly..who knows.. feel free to comment on blog below with your thoughts or share experiences !

All the best – JDM

SATURDAY MARCH 27TH LA ESQUINA RADIO PRESENTS SPECIAL GUEST FRANCISCO “GATO” FIGUEROA Jr. PUERTO RICAN BOXER LIVE ON THE SHOW.

WE WILL INTERVIEW HIM TO FIND OUT HIS PERSONAL STORY OF HOW HE BECAME A PROFESSIONAL BOXER ALONG WITH THE SUCCESS AND REALITY OF THE GAME. HE WILL DISCUSS HIS UPCOMING FIGHT WITH RUSLAN PROVODNIKOV SCHEDULED FOR LAREDO TX MAY 21ST. HE WILL ANSWER ALL QUESTIONS PERSONAL, OR POLITICAL.

PHONE LINES AND INTERNET COMMUNICATION WILL BE OPEN FOR FANS TO ASK QUESTIONS AND GET FEEDBACK …NO HOLDING BACK!!!
TWITTER.COM/LAESQUINARADIO
TWITTER.COM/JACKIESPEAKS247
TWITTER.COM/TONYDELAVORA

FACEBOOK.COM –> “JACKIE SPEAKS” AND “TONY GONZALEZ”

HOW TO TUNE IN:
LOG ON TO: WWW.URBANLATINORADIO.FM
OR
GO THRU ITUNES/RADIO/INTERNATIONAL/URBANLATINORADIO.FM

LEARN ABOUT GATO:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Francisco_Figueroa

GATO’S BOXING RECORD:

http://boxrec.com/list_bouts.php?human_id=149713&cat=boxer

NEXT UP.. THE FEEDBACK FROM SHOW…


FUNNY VIDEO CLIP BEHIND THE SCENES:

AUDIO LINK –> http://www.sendspace.com/file/2yj1m2

JDM= JACKIE DA MODEL
TD=TONY DELAVORA
GF=GATO FIGUEROA

THE FOLLOWING IS THE INTERVIEW IN ITS ENTIRETY.. COMEDY AND ALL! ENJOY
_____________________________

—-INTRO FOR GATO—-
TD= IN THE STUDIO RIGHT NOW WE HAVE AN EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW WITH FORMER LIGHT WELTERWEIGHT CHAMPION OF THE WORLD-SOON TO BE THE NEXT LIGHT WELTERWEIGHT CHAMPION OF THE WORLD, PUERTO RICAN BOXER GATO FIGUEROA IN THE BUILDING

TD= SO GATO LETS GET RIGHT INTO IT, YOU HAVE A FIGHT COMING UP.. IM GOING TO LET JACKIE LEAD OFF RIGHT NOW JACKIE LETS GO!..

JDM= WE KNOW GATO BUT THE PUBLIC DOESNT KNOW HIM PERSONALLY..GATO TELL THEM ABOUT YOU, YOUR BACKROUND, WHERE YOU COME FROM.

GF= I WAS BORN IN MANHATTAN RAISED IN THE BRONX, THE BOOGIE DOWN BRONX. PEOPLE SAY BROOKLYN IS THE BOROUGH, I DOUBT THAT. ITS DEFINITELY THE BOOGIE DOWN BRONX.

JDM= OH SO WE ABOUT TO FIGHT WHEN THE SHOWS OVER? -LOL-(IM FROM BROOKLYN)

GF= WE DONT DANCE WE BOOGIE IN THE BRONX

JDM= OH OK YOU DO THE ROCKAWAY I GOT YOU ..

GF= YEA SO YOU KNOW I WAS RAISED IN THE BRONX AND IVE BEEN AN ATHLETE ALL AROUND SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN.

JDM= ON THE INTERNET IT SAYS YOU WERE BORN IN SANTURCE, PR..WHY IS THAT

GF= ON BOX REC IF YOU LOOK UP MY RECORDS, THEY PUT THAT THERE..BUT I DONT KNOW HOW. MY FATHER IS FROM THERE MAYBE THAT’S WHY.

TD= SO YOU GREW UP IN THE BRONX BASICALLY? WHERE IN THE BRONX?

GF= BY THE GUNHILL SECTION, WEST GATE KEY WAS POPPIN.

TD= I USED TO PLAY BASKETBALL FOR GUNHILL ROAD BACK IN THE DAYS OUR COLORS WERE THAT MUSTARD YELLOW.

GF= I WAS OUT THERE WHEN SKATE KINGS WAS POPPIN.

TD= OH YOU TOOK IT BACK TO SKATE KINGS

–BRIEF INTERLUDE INTRODUCTION TO IAN FIGUEROA III HIS SON WHO WAS WITH HIM–

JDM= HOW DID YOU DECIDE TO START BOXING?, WHAT INSPIRED YOU TO START BOXING?

GF= I NEVER LIKED BOXING I WAS ALWAYS A WRESTLER. WRESTLING WAS ALWAYS MY THING, BUT NOT THAT WWE/ WWF TYPE WRESTLING. I SAW THE TITO TRINIDAD AND DE LA HOYA FIGHT AND BEING PUERTO RICAN AND FROM THE BRONX I WAS LIKE DAMN.. I GOT INSPIRED WATCHING HIM. I SAID “DAMN IM AN ATHLETE I CAN TAKE A HIT AND I CAN GIVE A HIT IM FAST ENOUGH I GOT THE COJONES TO DO IT”

JDM= SO YOU JUST STARTED BEATING PEOPLE UP??

GF= NAH WHEN TRINIDAD WON, I WAS EXCITED!..AND THEN MY BEST FRIEND CAME OVER ON A SUNDAY AND HE SAID “YOU WANNA BOX”? I SAID “YEA I GUESS LETS DO IT”..SO MONDAY CAME WE JOINED UP, AND THE TRAINER WAS LIKE “ARE YOU READY FOR THIS”?!. HE LOOKED LIKE MICKEY FROM ROCKY TOO, HE WAS 78 YRS OLD. I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO THE NEXT DAY TUESDAY, BUT I DIDNT GO UNTIL A WEEK LATER. THEN WE STARTED TRAINING AND 7 MONTHS LATER I WON THE TITLE OF NEW YORK CITY GOLDEN GLOVES.

JDM & TD= IN 7 MONTHS??!!

GF = YEP 7 MONTHS.

JDM= THATS HAVING NEVER BOXED BEFORE THAT 7 MONTHS AT ALL?

GF= BEFORE THAT 7 MONTHS I ONLY WRESTLED, DID KARATE AND JUST ALL AROUND SPORTS STUFF.

JDM= THATS IMPRESSIVE, SO YOU KNOW KARATE ALSO? IS IT TRUE THAT ITS ILLEGAL WHEN YOU GET INTO A FIGHT? LIKE LETS JUST SAY A RANDOM BAR FIGHT OR SOMETHING WOULD YOU GET IN TROUBLE LEGALLY FOR FIGHTING PROFESSIONAL?

GF= WELL ALOT OF PEOPLE SAY THAT, AND I DOUBT THAT. THE REASON I DOUBT THAT IS BECAUSE A LOT OF PEOPLE STREET FIGHT AND YOUR JUST NOT GOING TO JAIL UNLESS THEY PRESS CHARGES. THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS IF MIKE TYSON HITS YOU AND YOU KNOW HES MIKE TYSON WHATS THE NEXT THING YOUR GONNA DO?

JDM= SUE

TD= GO TO THE HOSPITAL

JDM= YEA THAT TOO TONY LOL

GF= YOUR GONNA SUE, I THINK ITS MORE AN EFFECT OF.. IT DOESN’T MATTER WHO’S LICENSED OR WHAT NOT..IT’S MORE ABOUT WHO HAS MORE MONEY THAN THE OTHER.

JDM & TD= RIGHT -AGREED-

GF= I COULD FIGHT ANYBODY, YOU COULD FIGHT ANYBODY AND THEY WONT PRESS CHARGES..

TD= IM SCARED TO FIGHT

JDM= LOL

TD= BECAUSE NOWADAYS YOU GET SUED FOR EVERYTHING

JDM= THATS TRUE

TD= LIKE IF THE GUY HAD A BLACK EYE HE WILL SUE YOU FOR MALPRACTICE OF THE EYE OR SCRATCHING LOL..ITS TOO MUCH FIGHTS ARENT EVEN WORTH IT ANYMORE

JDM= ID GET SUED FOR MY ATTITUDE..

JDM= WHAT ARE YOUR VIEWS ON PAULIE MALIGNAGGI WHEN HE LOST THAT FIGHT IN TEXAS BECAUSE OF THE HOMETOWN JUDGE?

GF= THATS JUST HOW BOXING IS MA, THERE IS NO ORGANIZED SANCTIONED BODY THERE IS NO VIEWING.. PEOPLE STILL GO OVER THE CALLS. PAULIE GOT A BAD BREAK.. BUT HE CAME BACK AND ENDED UP SHOWING HIS TRUE COLORS AGAIN AND HES DOING A GREAT JOB, AND IM PROUD OF HIM BEING FROM BROOKLYN NEW YORK. I ALWAYS GO FOR MY NY FIGHTERS AND ALWAYS FOR TEAM USA

TD= NOW THAT YOU MENTION THAT, DECISIVELY JUST KNOCK EM OUT.

GF= ITS NOT AS EASY AS IT GOES, THATS DEFINITELY A HARD BALL GAME..IF YOU HAVE A GUY WITH A HARD CHIN YOU’LL BE THERE ALL DAY.

—BRIEF PAUSE.. TD=WE GOT A MESSAGE THAT SAYS “YEA BABY I GREW UP IN GUNHILL PROJECTS” THAT WAS RICH FROM CORRIENTE LATINA.. TD+JDM+GF= JEA JEAAA JEAAA YEA BABAAYYYY!—

TD= SO WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RECORD?

GF= 20 WINS, 3 LOSSES AND 13 KNOCKOUTS..

TD= AND ONE DRAW

GF= I DONT COUNT THE DRAW

TD= MY BAD!! DIDNT MEAN TO THROW SALT IN THAT WOUND “I DONT COUNT THE DRAW” LOL..

JDM= BACK UP TONY BACK UP LOL

GF= LOL ..NAH BUT I DONT COUNT THE LOSS

TD= DONT YELL AT ME YOU AINT MY DADDY LOL JK

GF = IM ABOUT TO GET THE HAND WRAPS RIGHT NOW

LOL

—BRIEF MOMENT ADJUSTING MICS – CRACKIN JOKES WE WERE LAUGHING BECAUSE DURING THE MUSIC BREAK GATO GOT ALL RNB ON US DANCING AND LIP SINGING AND WE HAVE VIDEO TO PROVE IT!! —

GF= WHEN I SAY CANT STOP YOU SAY WONT STOP!!!!! (((LIKE AN EMCEE)))

GF= CANT STOP!
TD & JDM= WONT STOP!!

TD= SO GATO IS GONNA BE THE ONLY BOXER IN HISTORY TO DO HIS OWN THEME SONG, PERFORM HIS OWN THEME SONG, PERFORM IT.. AND THEN FIGHT!!

GF= AND DANCE!!

JDM= SO NOW A COUPLE OF RECORD LABELS HAVE HIT ME UP ON MY TEXT .. HAHA JK

TD= LOL I WAS GONNA SAY WHAT THE…

TD= SO YOUR FIGHTING MAY 21ST?

GF= YES MAY 21ST ON ESPN 2 AT 9:00

TD= ESPN DOS… I ONCE HAD A GUY ASK ME IF ESPN 2 WAS SPANISH

JDM= JUST BECAUSE ITS 2?

TD= YEA LIKE ITS MTV2 LOL

TD= SO WHOS THE GUY YOUR FIGHTING?

GF= HIS NAME IS RUSLAN PROVIDNIKOV .. RUSSIAN CAT

TD= WHAT?..POP PO WHO??

JDM= PROVIDNIKOV ! LOL

GF= LOL

JDM= SHTODOKOY??

TD= ARE YOU OBLIGATED TO KNOW YOUR OPPONENTS NAME LIKE THAT? HOW DO YOU EVEN SAY POOK KLAK PO ,, WHAT!.. HOW DO YOU EVEN SPELL THAT??

GF= IM A GOOD SPELLER IM VERY INTELLIGENT

TD= AND YOUR PUERTO RICAN?

GF= YES A SMART PUERTO RICAN

TD= I CONSIDER MYSELF A SMART PUERTO RICAN I DONT KNOW IF I CAN SPELL PRO POK PO WHATEVER

JDM= THE ONLY REASON I CAN PRONOUNCE IT IS BECAUSE OF WORKING IN HEALTHCARE

—–MORE JOKES ON THE NAME…. BACK TO INTERVIEW —-

TD= SO YOU HELD 2 BELTS?

GF= THREE

TD= YOUVE HELD 3 BELTS IN A SHORT SPAN OF HOW MANY YEARS?

GF= 4 YEARS..3 OR 4 ONE OF THOSE TWO

TD= YOUR AVERAGING LIKE A BELT A YEAR

GF= YOUR RIGHT IVE ONLY HAD 16 AMATEUR FIGHTS AND I TURNED PRO AT 25

JDM= YOUR SON IS SHAKING HIS HEAD NO .. LIKE YOU LIAR!.. LOL

GF= I DID .. THE FIRST BELT WAS NYC STATE TITLE, THE SECOND WAS WBC LATIN AMERICAN MUNDO HISPANO, THE THIRD WAS NABF NORTH AMERICAN BOXING FEDERATION TITLE..

TD= NOW THIS FIGHT IS SPECIAL BECAUSE?..

GF= THIS ONE IS SPECIAL BECAUSE IM FIGHTING FOR TWO BELTS SO FOR TWO RANKINGS. THE 2 BELTS ARE AN NABA TITLE WHICH IS IN THE IBF DIVISION, AND IM FIGHTING FOR THE WBO ASIA PACIFIC TITLE WHICH IS WBO ORGANIZATION AND WINNING THESE BELTS WILL PUT ME IN A TOP 5 IN THE IBF AND ALSO IN THE WBO. SO FOR ME ITS MORE ABOUT THE RANKINGS THAN THE BELT. THE BELT IS JUST AN AWARD FOR COMPLETING A TASK.

TD= ABSOLUTELY, IM GOING TO ASK YOU A SERIOUS QUESTION.. BOXING IS NOTORIOUS FOR NOT GETTING THE FIGHTS THAT PEOPLE WANT TO SEE, THIS IS SOMETHING THATS EFFECTED ME .. YOU NEVER SEE PEOPLE FIGHTING IN THEIR PRIME.. WHATS THE BIG MOUTHS NAME??

GF= MAYWEATHER

JDM= LOL MONEY MAYWEATHER

TD= AND THE SMOKE CIGGARETTE DUDE???

GF= MANNY PACQUIAO

TD= WHOS MAYWEATHER FIGHTING NOW?

GF= SUGAR SHANE MOSLEY

TD= THOSE 2 SHOULD BE FIGHTING (MAYWEATHER AND PACQUIAO) .. MAYWEATHER SHOULD NOT BE FIGHTING SUGAR SHANE MOSLEY THATS NOT THE FIGHT PEOPLE WANT RIGHT NOW.. MAYWEATHER DOESNT HAVE A PROBLEM TELLING PEOPLE HES THE BEST WOULD YOU AGREE GATO?

GF= I AGREE

TD= HE CHANGED THE RULES WITH THIS BLOOD TESTING THING TO FIGHT PACQUIAO .. BC THE SUSPICION IS THAT PACQUIAO HAS BEEN GETTING STRONGER AND KNOCKING PPL OUT SO HE MUST BE ON SOMETHING

BOOGIE (DJ) = HE HIT THE DUDE 1,217 TIMES THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT

TD= SO BASICALLY MAYWEATHER IS SAYING THERES NO WAY YOUR THAT GOOD IN JUST A FEW YEARS..

BOOGIE= TONY THROW 1,217 TIMES AND CONNECT !.

TD= IS IT HIS FAULT OR THE PERSON WHO HE WAS HITTING’S FAULT.. GATO YOUR OPINION??

GF= DEEP SIGH..

WE ALL LAUGH

GF= IM A BIG SUGAR SHANE MOSLEY FAN AND I THINK HES A POUND FOR POUND CHAMPION AND TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION REAL FAST .. THE SPORT OF BOXING IS ALL MONEY. THATS WHY EVEN THOUGH THE PEOPLE WANNA SEE A FIGHT.. THE PEOPLES FIGHT SOMETIMES DOESNT INCLUDE MONEY. LETS JUST SAY MAYWEATHER BEATS SUGAR SHANE THEN I WOULD THINK MAYWEATHER IS THE SMARTEST BUSINESS MAN IN ALL OF BOXING HISTORY BC IF HE TURNS DOWN A 40 MILLION DOLLAR GIG.. EVERYONE WOULD SAY HES BUGGIN.. BUT IF MAYWEATHER BEATS SUGAR SHANE IN A GREAT FASHION THAT 40 MILLION WOULD TURN INTO ASTRONOMICAL NUMBERS.. AND THEN WHO WOULD BE THE SMARTEST ONE IN THE GAME.

JDM= WHOA!

TD= SEE ON THIS SHOW WE DONT CUT CORNERS I ASK QUESTIONS AND IF IM WRONG ILL SAY IM WRONG.. NOW IN MY OPINION I THINK HE SHOULD FIGHT PACQUIAO BC HE IS ONE OF THE BEST FIGHTERS ON THE PLANET RIGHT NOW DOIN WHAT HES DOIN

GF= WELL MAYWEATHER AND PACQUIAO ARE DEFINITELY BOTH TICKET SELLERS

TD= WHAT IF ANOTHER 2 YEARS PASSES AND SOMEONE ELSE STEPS IN THE RING TO BEAT PACQUIAO WHERE DOES THAT LEAVE PACQUIAO TO FIGHT MAYWEATHER ? THE FIGHT WONT HAPPEN!.

GF= THEN THAT MEANS MAYWEATHER IS ONE OF THE STUPIDEST BUSINESS MEN IN THE WORLD

TD= OH SO NOW WE HAVE A FLIP SIDE TO THE COIN

GF= YEA THERES ALWAYS TWO SIDES TO THE STORY

TD= SO IF HE DROPS THE BALL HES IN THAT POSITION TO TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY FOR DROPPING THE BALL.

GF= OH YES, EITHER WAY MAYWEATHER WILL ALWAYS HAVE HIS OWN FIGHTING STYLE. NOW ITS JUST A MONEY SITUATION. EITHER HE WINS OR LOSES THE MONEY SITUATION. NOW MOST FIGHTERS WOULD WANT THE MONEY. BEING THAT YOUR NOT IN THE POSITION OF MAYWEATHER AND AS AN AVERAGE AMERICAN YOU JUST WANT TO SEE A GOOD FIGHT. BUT.. IF YOU WERE IN THE POSITION OF MAYWEATHER YOU WOULD BE LIKE DAMN..IF I BEAT SUGAR SHANE I WILL SEE MORE MONEY THAN ANY BOXER IN YEARS TO COME..AND IN THE YEARS THAT PASSED

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R.I.P. Adan Gonzalez September 25, 1981 -February 6, 2010. Anyone that has ever met this man whether it was 5 minutes or 5 years knows he never changed on you. He was humble, positive, outgoing, funny, and a great person overall. He went thru struggles just like the rest of us, and each time he took an optimistic approach. I have known him for 8 years and change, he taught me alot and i will truely miss him. He was working full time to take care of his mother and had no children, nor was he married. He was 28 years old. He is one of my good friends that was there for me in all the most important days of my life from my birthday to my mothers funeral. A mentor, a brother, and an amazing individual. I can barely write at this time.. this post is to inform you of Adans Murder and i ask that you read carefully and repost , you never know who knows him.
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Adan Gonzalez 28 years old was a close personal friend of mine more like family. He was killed in spanish harlem february 6th early morning and his candles are lit In prayer on second avenue / 115st in his memory, there is no motivation for someone to hurt this man he is extremely humble and did not deserve this. An investigation is underway and I hope the person is caught and prosecuted soon. Adan enjoyed life to the fullest, till his very last breath. im sure he danced, sang, and laughed that night…the terrible thing is that he had to suffer. it tears my heart in to a billion pieces. For respect to his family and him I have removed various details from this blog, in short his life was taken from him and we all pray that the case is resolved so that he may rest in peace.

Anyone who saw or heard anything that night please come forward if you get more information. There is a detective on the case you may call Det Henriquez at the 25 Squad               212-860-6536         212-860-6536

also please fill out this form to the Police Commissioner let him know that the we need an arrest and conviction on Adans murder ! http://www.nyc.gov/html/mail/html/mailnypd.html

the fundraiser event is as follows:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=17264&id=537782240&saved#!/event.php?eid=294433738671&ref=nf

Location:Orbit 116th and 1st Ave
Time:7:00PM Thursday, February 11th
all proceeds will be given to gonzalez family

Adan Gonzalez’s Wake/Funeral Information : 103rd St between Lexington & Park aves. Ortiz Funeral Home Wednesday Thursday is the velorio, 4-9, 3-9 Mass is @ 9am Friday He gets buried afterwards…(Via tanisha)

the facebook post link for info post feel free to add comments there :
http://www.facebook.com/JackiedaModel?v=app_2347471856#!/notes/jackie-damodel/adan-gonzalez-murdered-in-spanish-harlem-february-6-2010/297302551441

I will add to this post soon, when i am composed and able to vent. for now this is the 411.

Jackie

MEMORIES:
Met him at Doshi Diagnostic (old job) he was an asst manager i was a supervisor, together we made the work day pass with jokes and positive work ethic. We became good friends, often hung out outside the office. We became like family at each others bdays, houses, events…funerals etc. Ive met a lot of great people thru him that are now mutual friends, any friend of his was a friend of mine and vice versa. He trained me to handle the medical field and to this day whenever it gets tough i remember him saying “tranquilla nena, everything will be ok”. Last few years we didnt see each other as much due to life changes and responsibilities.. he introduced me to a place called orbitz on my bday last year.. he begged me to go there and have dinner and some drinks bc he didnt want me to go home on my bday after work and do nothing… i had a great time we danced, laughed and we always reminisce of old stories and new..bochinche lol. He made sure that i left with a smile. In the summer when i returned from vacation.. i hung out with him for the puerto rican festival.. we went to a friends bbq and had a ball.. i introduced him to more of my friends.. him as well. opened more connections among positive people. His aura is amazing.. i could be on the brink of insanity and he would just say “bupkis talk to me” -bupkis is what we called each other at work like “ur opinion aint bupkis lol” it stuck .. and i would vent and feel better. or “rrraaddaaammm” like a cat .. because when i was whining “leave me alone like a kid he said i sounded like a cat.. rraaddaaammm leave me alone” lol.. i miss him
I recently underwent a diagnostic surgery and an operative procedure his last aim message to me was “santa santa culita de rana” and “to feel better”

*his last FB post said ” “Style” is an expression of individualism mixed with charisma. Fashion is something that comes after style.”-adan gonzalez

if i fell off the face of the earth for months he would still find a way to just say hello to check on me, and i always loved that..we all go thru times where we dont want to be bothered.. but if we shut out the world.. people may never know when u really need them. If i dissapeared suddenly would anyone notice? these are the things going thru my head now. Why would someone take the life of an innocent man, and then leave him to die ..and on top of that rob him?.. this world is unjust. at this time.. ms speaks247 is actually speechless and trying to cope. I will be visiting the site of his “location of death” to pray and speak with other loved ones. i will also attend and create fundraisers periodically, his mother is a good woman i met her, she deserves all the love and support we give to adam to be given to her as well as respect. If you know Adan I urge you to re-post this message from me, i would appreciate it.

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Posted: December 16, 2009 by JDM aka JACKIE SPEAKS in RANDOM
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I would like to call a meeting at the round table! Voice your opinions on the following topics i would love your feedback!

1. Relationships in Winter VS. Summer “When to cuff and not to cuff” lol.. i think it should be whenever the time is right. Some people base it on the weather because you are more likely to stay home with this person in cold weather than be out flaunting your relationship in the nice weather. Personally if your noticing a pattern of only having “relationships” in the winter it’s probably because your the “indoor chic” the girl who he wants to chill with indoors only, and not take anywhere. You are there for his beck and call, but you are not important enough to go on outings with his friends+family..if that sounds like you.. DUMP HIM ! Guys if you are in same boat..your up a creek with no paddle. It’s all for a reason lol.

2. Recent Celebrity Antics around same time of dropping new hit song or album. Why!!! Publicity stunt…maybe….attention whores..probably!!

3. Fashion: To wear or not to wear

4.Internet Radio VS. AM/FM Radio …which is better. I believe internet radio is taking over, there is more wifii and internet service for computers, cell apps, etc than theres signal with an antennae in most work environments and or places people would tune in.

5. Last but not least: tell me your best and or worst dating experiences, and i will respond with my opinion and advice for you the best I can!

LETS START THE ROUNDTABLE!.. SUBSCRIBE TO MY BLOG AND OR COMMENT 🙂

BIOGRAPHY:

With a fire in his belly, Sence is poised on the edge of stardom as hip-hop’s next great lyricist. This poet arrived on the scene in the early 90’s and has been pounding the pavement ever since. Recognized for mixing intelligent lyrics and innate rhythms, Sence has created a sound that is unmistakably his own. His dynamic performances have earned him the opportunity to open shows for such great talents as Busta Rhymes, Trina, Da Band, Fat Joe, and Akon just to name a few.

Born and raised in Brooklyn, NY, Sence spent five formable years living in the beautiful town of Moca, Dominican Republic. This influential time added enormous character to his personality, instilling an appreciation for the value of hard work and loyalty. As a result, Sence’s friendships are rock-solid, his work ethic impressive, and his drive is relentless. Needing to experience firsthand the more unusual side of life, Sence has found balance, an illusive skill to most dedicated artists. This humble soul, both on a professional and personal level, has learned to savor moments, relax, and sometimes even bask in the glow of his achievements; not an easy task for a man that is unlikely to grow complacent over the quality of his work.

Sence is a force to be reckoned with; a focused artist with a head for what it takes to make it in this industry and the talent to take him to the top of his craft.

Check out his new Hit “RAY BANZ” produced by K-Wiz

http://mp3twit.com/Pw

http://mp3twit.com/Pw

 

I have been fortunate enough to have met and worked with Big Sence as he Co-Hosts the popular internet radio show “Pre Game Show” on Urban Latino Radio. He is humble and extremely poised as well as a great talent. I urge any producers, labels, DJ’s, artists and anyone who has listened his latest hit “Ray Banz” to seek a business meeting and be one of the first to share this talent with the world whether it is in a collaboration or simply promotional. You will not regret it.

To get more info on Big Sence and any new music please email me I am happy to help!

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Urban Latino Radio internet show  ” Pre Game Show”  airs each and every Saturday from 7 to 9pm Est. Mix by DJ Abrupt. Hosted by Mr. Light and Big Sence. Guest Co-Host Jackie da Model (that’s me) and No Homo John always in the building.  To tune in log onto:

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